transform (y)our quandry

Repeating question: Why are we here?

Simplified answer: This is a cooperative classroom where we hope to learn to allow as much beauty and love to flow through us into the world as we can muster!

Expounded answer: This is not a projective lesson. All the love is within. Your true nature is the same peaceful, warm, loving center we can all share an experience of. It is not in projecting any of your emotions that you must learn to do. It is to allow yourself to fully experience a thing, and move on when your heart says it's ready for a new thing. Try to make much room for love within. As love and light begin to fill you from within, it will simply overflow with time into all you say, do, think and feel. To know compassion, to be understanding, to be joyful, to do that which fulfills your spirit, mind and body. All the change you wish to see in the world can begin when you allow yourself to change with our world.

We must remove the need to grab for the shore and learn to float out in the river's center, where we will join many more who are learning to be free and wild. There will be rapids, waterfalls, and creatures, as well as astonishing surroundings and slow currents. We need variety and change, or there would be less to learn from. As the mind and heart transform, so does the world.

I believe

Check yourself before you wreck yourself

When everything unravels at the seams, rejoice! Your old patterns unsewn, new ones, light and good, are yours to sew replacements with :)

2011

1/1/11 Horoscope excerpt: You may want to put something about making more use of your natural talents and gifts on your resolution list; this may bring them to your attention, and make you more prone to share what you have with others. Start focusing on positive intentions today; one positive effort overcomes many frustrations, resentments and other negative emotions.

Truth! My resolution is to do more good things, the momentum is growing :)

Joyful Girl - Ani DiFranco

"i wonder if everything i do
i do instead
of something i want to do more
the question fills my head

i know there's no grand plan here
this is just the way it goes
when everything else seems unclear
i guess at least i know

i do it for the joy it brings
because i'm a joyful girl
because the world owes me nothing
and we owe each other the world

i do it because it's the least i can do
i do it because i learned it from you
and i do it just because i want to
because i want to"

lolz

funny this song should be in my head [insert first phrase, second line]

A decade ago, I never thought I would be,
at twenty three, on the verge of spontaneous combustion
Woe-is-me.
But I guess that it comes with the territory;
an ominous landscape of never ending calamity.
I need you to hear, I need you to see that I have had all I can take and
exploding seems like a definite possibility to me.

So pardon me while I burst into flames.
I've had enough of the world and its people's mindless games.
So pardon me while I burn and rise above the flame.
Pardon me, pardon me....I'll never be the same.